Yeah. [He doesn't shift too much as Manabu settles against him, just enough for him to be situated comfortably. He toys with the ends of his hair, tilting his head back as Manabu's lips meet the line of his jaw. Once their lips meet again, he tentatively licks against them, finding that he's always nervous about initiating this.
Nervous! They've been together for a year and he's still nervous when it comes to being intimate with his boyfriends. There were plenty of times when he was alone that he thinks about them - like Manabu's enthusiasm or the way Kazuma holds him down. Plenty of times when he's thought to try and push it forward, but he holds himself back more times than not, thinking of a thousand reasons why they likely can't do anything - which was why he suggested they do this in the first place. He wants to be bolder, more forward when it comes to his wants.]
Keep busy, huh? [He manages between kisses.] Something like that.
[the invitation is received well and eagerly, as Ryunosuke's words almost get smeared against Manabu's mouth - almost: he does let him utter a few words before sucking at his lower lip to tease his tongue back out, pleased to let Ryuu explore as he wishes without worry.
no worry, dammit! nerves over excitement are all well and good, but he'll kiss and sponge out the torment that the unknowns his long sleep left behind.
i'm sorry you waited, each deep kiss desperately impresses. please don't blame yourself for anything. nothing can keep me away for long.
it mustn't. not the way others have left. Manabu knows that sting of loneliness and can't stand for it in Ryunosuke.]
[It doesn't escape Ryunosuke's notice at each kiss that Manabu was apologizing in his own way. Something about the sweetness of it all, the way he holds him, the careful excitement - it served as a good reminder that he was definitely wanted.
He was wanted, and it made his heart ache.
He tugs on the ends of Manabu's hair, gasping against his lips as he shifts beneath him. He wants more, so much more, but getting from point A to point B was another matter. Where would they end up? Hopefully tangled in each others arms in the end, but what happened between now and then?
He's overthinking this. He breaks their kiss, breathing deeply before he surges forward once more, focusing on the action.]
[as many kisses as he wants, as long as he wants - Manabu is more than willing to oblige, spurred on by the tingling response at each tug at his scalp. it's tender roughness he responds well to, because being cared for so gently also hits better when held so fiercely.
it'll be better when being held is more skin than shirt.]
Hey-- [he puffs the word before parting, lifting his head away. he shifts in order to sit on his knees between Ryuu's legs (minding the junk!) so he can get his weight off his arms and bring his hands onto his chest.] Can I? Get this off of you.
Huh? [He's almost delirious as Manabu pulls back, mind working to catch up as he continues to speak. He stares up at him, blinking absently mindedly before he nods, spreading his legs just a bit to give him better room.]
Yeah. Yeah. [He nods more insistently, dropping his hands to his sides.] Please.
[his mouth twitches in a half-smile, tickled by how plainly dazed Ryuu's gotten...thanks to him. he can't help but be proud of that! it's not even something to brag about, is it? just...something to cherish for himself.
gingerly, he unbuttons down his shirt, letting it fall open when Ryuu's breath dictates, feeling a fresh pulse of wanting surge up. it never gets old, having the right to see Ryunosuke like this...for him, because of him. Manabu can't help but bend back down partway through the job to steal a couple kisses, blindly fumbling to unbutton the last few and pull the shirt aside and get his hands on Ryunosuke's abdomen. Manabu's hands are cold...except when they're not: getting intimate always sets his temperature on the fritz, so that initial chill bleeds out to a growing warm, a faint tingle of electricity just under the skin thrumming in the pads of his fingertips.
he gets lost in that for a while, forgetting to finish up and help Ryuu get his arms out of the shirt. oops.]
[It's easy to get lost in it - letting Manabu take the lead, letting him touch and move down his body eagerly. With each button that is pried apart -- he practically can hear his breathing with each breath he takes. It's the initial cold that causes him to gasp, but it fades into warmth, and he can't help but melt into it.
He returns each kiss, longing for more, wanting nothing but to chase the heat between them. It takes him a moment to remember that he needs to remove his shirt, and he presses his hand to Manabu's chest, pushing him back just enough for him to sit up and shrug his shirt off.
He tosses it aside, laying back down against their bed with a smile urging him to continue what he was doing.]
[that would've been the right time to get his own shirt off, but Manabu's a bit too focused on Ryunosuke to think about it. oh, well! if it wasn't on his mind then, it sure as hell isn't now. he flashes a bit of tooth with his smile as he's beckoned back, not hesitating more than a breath before getting back to it, kissing from mouth to cheek to jaw to neck and so forth, his ears extra-keen for sounds of approval or disapproval as he goes - a kind of Marco Polo with kisses while his hands grip and caress at his waist.]
[How does he answer that? All he wants is more - more of Manabu's lips on him, more of this intimacy, just more. He nods at first, unsure of how to really vocalize his wants. Yes, he wants more there. Yes, he wants him to move lower. He reaches down to run his fingers through his hair, leaning up just enough to catch a glimpse of Manabu with a smile.]
Yes, I-- yes? Please. [He barely manages to say, wondering if everyone has these moments.] Lower?
[maybe it's a bit unfair to Ryunosuke to ask much of him when flustered, but Manabu does love to hear him speak his mind. he loves the fingers in his hair, too; Ryuu could be a specialized coldblood for that, sending little electric pulses to his scalp.
he takes his time, lovingly leaving a trail of kisses down his middle, his navel, ceasing when his chin eventually grazes the hem of his pants. he sits up a bit, just shy of being free of the hands in his hair, in order to unbuckle his pants, hesitating only to cock an eyebrow back up at Ryuu. yes? no?]
He shifts under Manabu's kisses, not quite squirming away (absolutely not squirming away!) but definitely moving underneath him. It's arching of his back just slightly, the gasps that leave him as he inches lower and lower until he's--
Oh.
He sits himself up again, looking down at Manabu who looks at him expecting an answer. He swallows down his nerves (they've been intimate before! He shouldn't be so nervous.) and nods. Yes, please.]
[Manabu breathes out an affirming sound as he unbuckles Ryuu's belt and tugs it free, chucking it over toward the floor. his own nerves? they're...not really bad, honestly. it helps that he's so focused on Ryuunosuke - on making him happy, to keep him safe from worry - to even think about being worried about anything outside the bedroom. the rest of the world can wait and catch up later.
hell, he's still tickled by the sound of love breathed out in that tone of Ryuu's; re-remembering it puts that dopey kind of smile back on his face while he's unbuttoning his trousers.]
Sit up a bit-- [so he can slide these off once he's scoot himself enough to give Ryuu room to do so.]
[He does as he's told, sitting up a bit so Manabu could slide off his trousers. If he wasn't aroused before, he certainly was now, and obviously so as they continue down this path. Ryunosuke is relieved once they're pulled off, only flushing lightly, painfully aware that he's quite exposed compared to his partner. Ryunosuke wasn't embarrassed, it's not like Manabu hasn't seen him nude before -- it was just...exciting?
Being intimate was exciting. He had never thought about the possibility of being intimate with anyone until...well, it happened.
He smiles at Manabu, chewing on his lower lip as he waits for his next move.]
[fresh wanting hits upon the sight of him laid bare. Manabu's hair fluffs a bit because of it, but thankfully he's not self-aware enough about it as to fuss about appearances. it's all about Ryunosuke right now.
there was...a chance he wouldn't be able to do this, right? if he hadn't woken up at all. that's just more reason to make things count. Manabu looks back at that sheepish expression as he crawls back over and between his legs, leaning in to kiss him again while guiding him back down and grinding his hips against his in the same movement, grunting a bit against his mouth as he does so. he'll drag this out - he knows Ryunosuke likes that, and what he likes goes.]
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Date: 2023-05-07 07:07 pm (UTC)once he's situated enough to be able to prop back up on his elbows, he lifts his head after leaving a couple kisses at the corners of Ryuu's mouth.]
Gotta keep your mind off of it, huh. Keep busy. [he nudges his cheek before kissing at it and his jaw on a trail back to his mouth.]
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Date: 2023-05-07 11:56 pm (UTC)Nervous! They've been together for a year and he's still nervous when it comes to being intimate with his boyfriends. There were plenty of times when he was alone that he thinks about them - like Manabu's enthusiasm or the way Kazuma holds him down. Plenty of times when he's thought to try and push it forward, but he holds himself back more times than not, thinking of a thousand reasons why they likely can't do anything - which was why he suggested they do this in the first place. He wants to be bolder, more forward when it comes to his wants.]
Keep busy, huh? [He manages between kisses.] Something like that.
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Date: 2023-05-08 12:19 am (UTC)no worry, dammit! nerves over excitement are all well and good, but he'll kiss and sponge out the torment that the unknowns his long sleep left behind.
i'm sorry you waited, each deep kiss desperately impresses. please don't blame yourself for anything. nothing can keep me away for long.
it mustn't. not the way others have left. Manabu knows that sting of loneliness and can't stand for it in Ryunosuke.]
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Date: 2023-05-08 11:51 pm (UTC)He was wanted, and it made his heart ache.
He tugs on the ends of Manabu's hair, gasping against his lips as he shifts beneath him. He wants more, so much more, but getting from point A to point B was another matter. Where would they end up? Hopefully tangled in each others arms in the end, but what happened between now and then?
He's overthinking this. He breaks their kiss, breathing deeply before he surges forward once more, focusing on the action.]
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Date: 2023-05-09 12:00 am (UTC)it'll be better when being held is more skin than shirt.]
Hey-- [he puffs the word before parting, lifting his head away. he shifts in order to sit on his knees between Ryuu's legs (minding the junk!) so he can get his weight off his arms and bring his hands onto his chest.] Can I? Get this off of you.
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Date: 2023-05-09 12:44 am (UTC)Yeah. Yeah. [He nods more insistently, dropping his hands to his sides.] Please.
[He's so very glad it's just the two of them.]
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Date: 2023-05-09 01:12 am (UTC)gingerly, he unbuttons down his shirt, letting it fall open when Ryuu's breath dictates, feeling a fresh pulse of wanting surge up. it never gets old, having the right to see Ryunosuke like this...for him, because of him. Manabu can't help but bend back down partway through the job to steal a couple kisses, blindly fumbling to unbutton the last few and pull the shirt aside and get his hands on Ryunosuke's abdomen. Manabu's hands are cold...except when they're not: getting intimate always sets his temperature on the fritz, so that initial chill bleeds out to a growing warm, a faint tingle of electricity just under the skin thrumming in the pads of his fingertips.
he gets lost in that for a while, forgetting to finish up and help Ryuu get his arms out of the shirt. oops.]
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Date: 2023-05-09 11:47 pm (UTC)He returns each kiss, longing for more, wanting nothing but to chase the heat between them. It takes him a moment to remember that he needs to remove his shirt, and he presses his hand to Manabu's chest, pushing him back just enough for him to sit up and shrug his shirt off.
He tosses it aside, laying back down against their bed with a smile urging him to continue what he was doing.]
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Date: 2023-05-10 12:00 am (UTC)More here? [kiss.] Or...lower...? [kiss.]
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Date: 2023-05-17 10:46 pm (UTC)Yes, I-- yes? Please. [He barely manages to say, wondering if everyone has these moments.] Lower?
[Yes, please continue to move lower.]
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Date: 2023-05-17 11:08 pm (UTC)[maybe it's a bit unfair to Ryunosuke to ask much of him when flustered, but Manabu does love to hear him speak his mind. he loves the fingers in his hair, too; Ryuu could be a specialized coldblood for that, sending little electric pulses to his scalp.
he takes his time, lovingly leaving a trail of kisses down his middle, his navel, ceasing when his chin eventually grazes the hem of his pants. he sits up a bit, just shy of being free of the hands in his hair, in order to unbuckle his pants, hesitating only to cock an eyebrow back up at Ryuu. yes? no?]
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Date: 2023-05-18 11:09 pm (UTC)He shifts under Manabu's kisses, not quite squirming away (absolutely not squirming away!) but definitely moving underneath him. It's arching of his back just slightly, the gasps that leave him as he inches lower and lower until he's--
Oh.
He sits himself up again, looking down at Manabu who looks at him expecting an answer. He swallows down his nerves (they've been intimate before! He shouldn't be so nervous.) and nods. Yes, please.]
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Date: 2023-05-18 11:47 pm (UTC)hell, he's still tickled by the sound of love breathed out in that tone of Ryuu's; re-remembering it puts that dopey kind of smile back on his face while he's unbuttoning his trousers.]
Sit up a bit-- [so he can slide these off once he's scoot himself enough to give Ryuu room to do so.]
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Date: 2023-05-21 11:56 pm (UTC)[He does as he's told, sitting up a bit so Manabu could slide off his trousers. If he wasn't aroused before, he certainly was now, and obviously so as they continue down this path. Ryunosuke is relieved once they're pulled off, only flushing lightly, painfully aware that he's quite exposed compared to his partner. Ryunosuke wasn't embarrassed, it's not like Manabu hasn't seen him nude before -- it was just...exciting?
Being intimate was exciting. He had never thought about the possibility of being intimate with anyone until...well, it happened.
He smiles at Manabu, chewing on his lower lip as he waits for his next move.]
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Date: 2023-05-22 01:26 am (UTC)there was...a chance he wouldn't be able to do this, right? if he hadn't woken up at all. that's just more reason to make things count. Manabu looks back at that sheepish expression as he crawls back over and between his legs, leaning in to kiss him again while guiding him back down and grinding his hips against his in the same movement, grunting a bit against his mouth as he does so. he'll drag this out - he knows Ryunosuke likes that, and what he likes goes.]